you told me to wake you up but you cant
and i cant sleep for long hours
and now ive nth to do.

I h8 having you by my side
but not having you BY MY SIDE.

Samantha's ''wet'' party - said by her dad hahaha.

Idk if it's too stuffy here in my sis's room,
or i've eaten too much
or maybe i'm not use to using lappy for long??

I feel so umcomfortable now!
Regardless whatever reason causing this
imma stop using N.O.W nights!

Because no smiles are real at times like this.

i cant do it, both ways i still will hurt myself
i cant do what i say.
i dw to say anymore, but still worried.

There's nth interesting here or there anymore
long forgotten.

f.