Everylilsingle,everylilthing.



AFTER TYPING ON WHOLE FUCKING CHUNK OF USELESS SHIT, I REMOVED.
Great.
One thing, i dont care if im staying at home when everyone's having fun.
You know me. I don't envy bitch. dont try to be sarcastic with me.


a body;






One brand new year starts from this moment.hope we can maintain things...

Great Threat

One fucking shit, 1 out of 3. and it really made me wonder why.

I promise no one is gna see the weaker side of me anymore
but again.
this time i've made it very clear not only me, but him too.
But when i decided nobody wna listen. its okay. clear conscious!



Feel damn...
what i say even when i say just for fun he'll do it for me. like a bro
didn't care abt other things. only care about one idiot back then.
i wont regret my choice anyway. You are disappointed with me.
but i dont think im a disappointment to you compared to what i did tdy
upset. slowly you'll notice some difference and it'd be me changing

me: i damn bloody full sia
SL: i also never say you fool you say yourself.

started laughing like mad after that. Laugh my ass off.
he's damn gong and he can't multi-task for nuts.

Confessions of the pain.


sometimes he's just so cute.

Stayed over at baby's. Didn't go to Pasir Ris in the end, but it's okay.
A veh different Christmas this year. cos i dint go anywhere else but with Sl.
still happy.
Slept arnd 3 plus 4. he waited for me to sleep then he go sleep.(;
Disturbed him wake up this morning, then evening he went back to sleep.
bwg! oh ya then he make give me this sausage bread.
left arnd 7, chatted w Sherleen online. She's coming back on 1st!
and my boss gave me off day. So good hor?











Tweety bird look like dono what, mickey mouse dont look like one,
Doremon look so angry. Fail! Only the third one and last one nicest.
cos its done by Yours Truly.

OI! i miss you. S.iwillchange4thebtr

webcamming with Peiling now. and that pig is sleeping~
blog when im home(;

Sup!!!!!!
i've decided on somethings. hehee my sister gave me a tee for Christmas.
26 bucks okay. only present for christmas this year. but it's okay though.
Geraldine is damn bloody noisy! feel like giving her a punch.
LOL. just over a 5,000 bonus from cafe world she grab my hand and scream-.-
the log cake is damn nice. i swear. the price is damn nice too^^










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Sherleen says:
hahahah about?
yknow ah
i think i miss you too much
last night i dreamt tht i going your house
G.illian says:
O.O LES AH!! HAHAHAHAHAA
Sherleen says:
with you from amk
then dont know why we walking to your house
suppose to be at bishan
we at pasir ris
then i ask you eh you sure correct
then you were like ya
yu see bubbles in front
then bubbles appear in front of us
HAHAH
G.illian says:
hahah! you damn cute k
when you come back , come help my dad wash car k=D

see my darl loves me. and miss me.
don't be upset already okie!!!

cant feel the wildness yet quietness. fun friends myself. secrets with no betrayal.
slowly but still so fast.

anger management.
wishing me merry Christmas and i feel like throwing the fucking phone.

blogging with one hand lol.
Alicia acc-ed me to eat fishball noodles then went vivo meet SL.
ownself find my way there.
suppose i late one lor, then he late. cos his work ended late.
acc him to eat. fishball noodles. walked arnd vivo and eat ice cream.
FLAVOUR BURSTTTTTTTT. or whatever it is.

Irresponsible.
ytd throw afew packet of noodles for dinner. irritated much....
if i can i'll rather support myself then keep ask for money.
hate staying at home.

-.-

i love my 2 SL's (Samuel Loh & Sherleen Loh)

there's only you for me.

Ton-ed last night.Went over to 24hr arnd 4. was talking abt their building.
somebody died in the lift before. went back and watched paranormal activity.
kinda boring every morning, but when it reaches the night its scary.

Slept arnd 7 in the morning the sun was glaring...was v tired i swear.
Cramps is really making me die.

On a random note, i've decided not to go back home on Christmas!!














you are my bf. i can dont care abt others but i can't not care you and how can i let you not care me?

Same o'

At cousin's house now. Went to playground before coming.
think im staying over at his house tonight.

Don't know what's happening to my fam recently
just over a fking leaving cert matter. none of my business anw.
i won't care.

im not condemning you as wrong. neither you or i, am right.
things you say, just keep changing.

{Plain lies}
seems like it.
Darl's damn cute and i love her as much as i miss her//
currently blogging at Sl's house and that he's playing psp
like ignoring me. i think i should start drinking peach tea in case.....
hahaha.

facebook's getting boring! like always.

Monogamy.



Supposed to go vivo find S but instead he came Ps to find me
hoho went with my father grand aunt abi cos daddy wanted to get abi a lappy
to make her stay home! he never give me one, so i can don't stay at home! (;
Trained back home arnd 11~ and nelson was waiting for me at the lift.
:o was in a hurry so i left fast. hmmm.

ama dono why go back holland = no allowance.
Dead bored... My Sbaby's working now~ think working is a veh difficult thing?
i nvr experience before so idk.
but on a happier note we are meeting ltr!





staying faithful always~

I dont like my tag board now. Lz to edit alr~
Shole buy me porridge and bitter chrysanthemum tea
Made him nice nice french toast before he came. (;
YET he feed some stray cat eat. a bit abit. hehehe.

now waiting for his mommy to come home, he open door for her,
then we can go sleep alr!! (;

Too good.

feel darn lethargic.
Went to Samuel's uncle funeral ytd. woke up early, and went home early
got home and no peace.

bitches. irritated much

He buy me cough syrup. Use ice water help me lower my body temperature down.
Break panadol for me. And i helped him wash plate.
Love the him(;

Feel damn sick.... ate medicine at night, kena force to swallow one whole ball
but i dont dare phobia , then i vomited. sucks.

Working things out.

Found something while packing my room,
aint smth to be proud of.. just a moment of folly.



Keep having this dry cough, like not sick, yet sick.
bth.
Doesn't pay to be good, so why bother being nice to ppl?
when they treat you like fuck?
For now, this is how i feel. I am wrong, hopefully.

Meal ticket

Darl's coming back nxt year... i miss her so much );
couldn't find someone to talk to, but am talking to her online noww.
not gd enough... darl~ i miss you much much.
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G.illian says:
you skinnier
Jestyn says:
hahaha
this is called slim
and skinny is temp only
handsome is forever

this is fk lame k sunny boy. get lost for your supper!

Anw tdy, dad sent me to kovan, meet sama, stayed for a lil while
then back to Bishan to met Chloe & her baby boy. Super cute.
1 yr old plus and can walk alr. gng to bring him out nxt time again, cannot wait;)
Caught up quite alot, and some guys really can be such fuckers, bastards.
you knw what? guys should just die.


Just cos of a quarrel which i believe we both didnt wanted, you can say such. So if i were to give up, you will la? some things you say just can't fit in. first, you tell me this. then, you tell me another thing.second you question me, then you ignore me.you seem so unsure, that makes me even more unsure.

Kept.

Feeling grouchy again, couldn't sleep, plus no sleeping pills.
Was feeding Abi some cake and she fucking bite my finger!
damn hardly. plus she dint know can you imagine how painful...

Meet Zac>his home>my home>fetch bro>playground w Bel,
troublesome leh. Bought her drinks, old chang kee, doughnut and bubble tea.
bumped into abi, anna and Val. So the 5 of us including Z sat and chatted
talked about the past, ghost jokes, haunted houses hilarious. serious!

Pranked called many people. Then my phone went low..
Let that ass who bite my finger use alr~
sometimes i just cant say whats on my mind. ilysm.vm
idk why am i acting this way? i feel so terrible acting this way..

Anyhow, i happen to pass by a blog, which had me laughing for long.
I typo alot ah, NABEI. Opps, im not one of those vulgar kids.
Bet Mel's laughing like mad too.
Don't just say, wna say, then do it! I'll wait.

Time for miracles - Adam Lambert

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it (feel it)
You know I can hear it (hear it)
So can you feel me feel you....

You know it's time....

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

Grouchy..

Kovan with Jojo,Samantha,Patricia. From 5-10.
Left, uncle's house then back home.
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don don & baby.

One damn timid, one damn active.
more pictures @ wordpress.

One time

Chatting with Esmer~ Im bored and tired.
woke up arnd 9....
after waking him up so many times his finally up.
ltr my turn to sleep alr~ (;

Bystander sees the picture clearer

Currently laughing at whitepits. Mails are flooding!
Gna delete them tmr~ someone's gna help me (;
till here, gna sleep!







like i've said, no one can replace you, and you are the only one.