someone cheer gillian up

All i feel like doing now is t stop thinking
& forget everything
But maybe what i have t do is t start thinking

Finally done with a pack of cigg.
Omg luh, it's been damn long eh. Lol.
Like tht can slowly quit alr :X



Anw i mizz this sister of mine.
Although she everytime bully me. Asshole.
Bet she mizzes me and at th same time
"enjoying" at camp ha ha.

Guess im having some phobia now.
love phobia

hurry catch up

Watched Ink heart & Ip man, was nice.
& i just knw tht Ip man is pronouced as (YIP MARN)
I always thought it was I-P M-A-N.
Ha. Get me? Ok hard t pronounce here.
Anyway its alr 1230. & i needa stop, cos im gna be good
and sleep early for sch tomorrow.

Pictures taken last Sunday.

edited

You nvr wna see whts in my mouth. Gross shit!
HAHAHAHAA.

B'day burger =D


Playing a fool.


Drawing eyebrows..


Completed! =D


Oright, thats it. Nights ppl =)

Tryna'

Im beginning t love negative comments (-)

And im beginning t talk opposite from others.

This is th 6th times already.
This time you're really pissing me off.
Dnt fking hell make me post our chat in here.
& pls do nt try forcing me "to love you back" alright?
Cos you knw i wont. So no point. Save it.
YOU DNT TAKE MY WORDS FOR IT, YOUR A GONE CASE.
-sh***-

Now i knw why i knw why.
Those who wished me happy cny & i dint reply,
im sry but thanks. Back t you guys, =)

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Met milo first ytd, slacked & walked arnd O:
Until arnd 4 plus go meet my sister. (pris)

Thn milo say tdy all my siblings will all wear white

cos me and my sis wearing white -.-

THEN, what the fuck hell, really all wear white.

So cool right. Somemore we nvr plan one lea.

Heh. OK so starting from left.

Abi > Pam > Pris > Huihui > Vivian.

Fat one went home first so nvr take with us lol.

Anw had reunion dinner, th food was nice =D

Sat with cousins w/o any adults. Joked and laughed alot.

Went for midnight movie at 1155 } Bridewars.

Hmm, th movie's nt bad. Home arnd 2. (:

Witnessed

Meet Mel > Lynn > Bee Darren August > Mel Josh.
Had a pleasant 1 hour chat w Lynn @ Kovan
thn she went off for her tuition.. But its ok.
There's always a tomorrow..
(Dnt ever call me a noob if you dnt wna be called a shortie!)
Ha. Love you pro.

Slacked all th way. Until arnd 7?
Wnt back t Mel & Josh. Dinner-ed & slacked tgt.
No pictures-.- Nth already.
End here.

it will, i will

Left with 4 days thn im off with size 36.
Dont knw wht i wnt now. Everything's fucked up.
Nw my life machiam like no life only? Cept' Sat & Sun.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Mon - Fri = wake up early for sch = study / play?
Sometimes aft sch find ppl slack only. Aft tht home alr.
Cnt go out too late cos of school & lack of sleep.
All i want is this 5 days hurry go away. ARGH DAMN IT.



Quarrelled w sister just now. Isit my fault?
Maybe at times only. But this time its nt my fault.
I hate to be irritated or accused. Argh.
Esp whn my mood isnt there.



ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. ANYWAY
im currently reading a book tht's fking nice!
First time i did nt leave it aside aft reading afew pages.
Ha. Okay anw, im bored now.
Ah, bye.

Smoking doesnt kill, it cures

Dnt bhb plz. I teared nt cos of you.
Oh well im fine alr. Didnt slash as much this time.
Didnt wna meet anyone but went find Mel.
First question was : why eyes so small de (SAD FACE)
So adorable. Chilled tgt. Felt much btr.
Slept on her for quite long =/

Feel so fking sick just now, nw abit headache.
Thanks Mel & the rest. - Cheer up hon.

Hon hun honzcxzx!

Sat
Wnt meet hon after her modelling lesson @ Cityhall.
Went far east aft tht. Ate at mogu mogu.
Wanted KFC or smth cos i veh veh long nvr eat fast food alr.
But damn alot of ppl so yea, nvr eat ):



So cnnot finish th food lol :X
Saw alot of familar ppl. & alot of ppl went far east on sat righttt!
TOO BAD NVR SEE ME & HON! :P
Shopped arnd for very long, cnnot find anything nice.
Headed t Cine, wisma & finally bought smth. Heheh :X



Sun
Went geylang t meet hon.
Knn in th bus gt this tiko keep look at me
Sat under th hot sun for 3-4 hours. hothothot.
Arnd 6 went off t Tpy meet Dine =D

Ate at KFC! Finally manzxzc.
Was hungry. Kept joking arnd, hon kept laughing
& make me laugh also.lol
Ok so continued walking arnd~ Send hon t inter aft tht.
Slacked arnd awhile more then trained home.

TODAY
Went school arnd 1015. Mother god.
Cabbed there. B-O-M-B! The uncle also veh no manners -.-
Nvrm so, this time, cmf die. Dnt wna say why. zzz.
After sch headed t CityHall t find bf for awhile @ starbucks.
Went off t meet Dine & Claudia at Bugis, sry late =(
It feels damn weird wearing uni t bugis lorz.

& now, i need to bathe & rush to meet Abi. zzz. No mood bekchek-.-
Idk whts wrong w me nowadays. Easily get angry.
Tolerate if you can. Anw im prepared for tml!
Im gna wear a fking long pinafore already. Okay stop here!

Heard me?

Slept from 6pm - 2am - 8am. Very tired!
Anw new blogskin. Removed tagboard for now.
Will put it back aft awhile, most probably? (:



Was laughing hard during Gan's lesson w Jy & Ky.
Took many funny funny pictures w imac but only have 3 zz.
No time upload th rest cos have t rush for mathe test-.-







Chatting with Lynn online for very long.
Ok, just stopped for awhile. She's watching video.
Smart ass {you knw wht im referring t hur} Heh.
Love you big time, Miss Lynn <3

Woah, you spoil my mood

1 thing i need to do starting from today.
{only Amelia knws}

Silent reading, Koh was being such a whore.
Scolded me for reading th same book?
Which isnt mine & like it's sheena's? Damn thing.

Me: Gt rule say cnnot read this kind of book mea.
Tcher: No, but (i forgot wht she say)
Me: I like t read bks tht gt pictures book cnnot ah.
Tcher: Thn i'll find a bk filled w pictures for you. (smiles)

& Tasmin did something tht make me laugh like shit
ASSHOLE YOU!

Idk why everytime we stop contacting,
suddenly you & you will start some fking shit chat w me?
Kinda makes me happy? Nope. I feel like shit.
But it dnt matter anymore. Im happy w/o you & you.
This goes t the 2 of you.
Maybe 1 day i really cnt take it anymore,
i'll kill you first. then you.

Not feeling well at all now.
Giddy spells, & smth's pulling me, in me (something)
Shh. Gna take pills thn have an early rest. K? :)
Post agn tomorrow.
-Luvvs-

Just read someone's blog.
Will i become like the person? Will th ending end like hers?
Or will you treat me lidat also.
Paranoid? Afraid?
NO. Mind you i just dnt wna regret & end up like her.
If someone's gna treat me like tht,
i will just blame myself for being foolish. Heh.
But at th same time i also find th girl quite poor thing
Rawr. I think if it happen on my i dnt even knw wht t do lor.
No it will nvr happen on me.
I wont let it happen on me also. NO WAY =P

Ok rubbish agn, need t go sch tml!
Nw's only 930. Still early. But im gng t bed NOW.
Heh, goodnight >.<

Dont have th time t blog ytd. Didnt touch th com la.
Nvr go school tdy~ Too tired & lazy already.
Woke up with 5 miss calls & 9 msges lol. Happily replying~
Called Syukuan back~ Ask me go find him at Kovan.
SO EARLY SOMEMORE. zzzz. damn tired so i went back t sleep :X
Called Jolene whn i woke up <: Chatted also.

Anw went out with milo ytd, watch movie. He inside sleeping lol.
Didnt wake him up cos he like veh tired .__. Lols :X

After that meet Syukuan & Stefen =D
Abi msg me so meet her for like 5 mins? -.- thn she went off.
Syukuan (DABASTARD) bring us go somewhere tt cnnot enter.
Ha. Then the security chase us off & tell syukuan: can you put off th fire?
LOL! hilarious. The way she say damn funny. Cos high pitch :X
Left there, slacked at other staircase lol.

Aft tht went Brenda's place. Slacked there for awhile.
Send thm off. This was whn i screamed. Stupid Stefen! @#*&*#$
He pointed at smth i turn and looked. Guess wht i saw. A DEAD RAT.
Think a car went over it. It's flat & blooooody. Disgusting!
Grrr. Home right aft i send thm off. Arnd 11 (:
HAPPPIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Chat with Abi on my bed at night for quite long thn i fell asleep i think.
Nvrm, i will chat w her agn tonight & i will go school tml

pretty girls are nt afriad tht they lack of guys.
& guys are not afraid their lack of girls. Even ugly guys.
you knw why? cos girls like you still exists.
Throwing yourself out, giving so much but dnt get any back?
This is what i call, c-h-e-a-p!

Wordy hor? Ya lor, must post th last part.
Cos veh impt. need t let tht bitch knw how cheap she is.
Thats all. Byeeee.

Sickening people.

So ytd night i went out w Abi Alan & Weiqiangg. Last minute.
Got a long deep card on my knee. Bleeded like fk.
Weiqiang keep xialan me thn hit th drink on his body & b-u-r-s-t
Maybe cos im too strong alr. Hahaha. Rubbish.
Dirtied all of us. SORRY K ALL.



Isit that interesting? Do you find it that amusing?
They are not any game of yours or whn your finding for some entertainment.
You find things like tht funny whn its not. You knw who im referring to
& wht im talking abt.

MOTHER FKING SELFISH SHIT YOU!
Nth much, i think im falling sick agn siolzxczx.
I just shouted at my grandmother. Feel damn fk guilty.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Gna treat her btr i promise!

Home arnd 10 last night.
Packed my cupboard. It was neat but now neater. Lol.
Staying at home tdy~ Took afew pictures just now. Heheh.
Damn bored thts why. Dono if ltr gt go out anot also.





Actually th pictures i take just now quite ugly. Haha.
But its okay. I dnt mind (:
Tml sch agn. God. No mood for sch seriously!
Hate it hate it man. zz. Ok nth already.
BYE =)

Yea ok a very fast and short post for now!
Thursday night went out with sis & Alan. Laughed & joked alot. Ha.
Reached home arnd 12, changed and went t bed arnd 1 plus.
Woke up late, lazy bt still went to school w my ugly hair pinned zz.
Reach sch, just nice march start. Thn ms ong check me.
& made me stand cos uni too short. BUT FKING HELL I NV SEW BACK LEA.
So it's like long???? Mother fker. Fking sch.

Pls learn t appreciate & understand (nt tchers)
I will not, anymore.

& im like suppose t meet Abi & Alan at 630. Bt now's alr 7.
And i havent bathe yet. Omg-.- Stop here! Byeee.

Didnt go school tdy, dnt feel like it. Song only.
Woke up early though. Around 11? Happily replying msges~ Lol.
School called-.- Keep thinking i play truancy. Wtf thing.



Prepared, went out with ama daddy yvonne auntie
Out t GuangYang sec t get something, dad came to fetch me aft tht =D
Lunched at 24hrs. Thn headed to Holland Novena thn Thomson.
Went around buying stuffz. Heh, foood! Contented.



There're alot of things on my mind now!
Alot of places i wna go & alot of things i wna do!
Wna go drinking, escape, swimming! (Although idk how to lol!) Shut up pls!
Play water can anot! Ha. Faster meet hon, smack with bbsteph.
But she tio CNB. Need wait till 20th. Poor girl ):
Of cos go gaigai & learn how t bake cake! Got alot more, but lazy to type alr.
Ha. End here bye ppl (:

Dint have the time t blog~ Have been busy and tht makes me lazyyy.
Going out aft sch, home late -.- Reach home, bathe, thn sleep! Just no time.
Too tired already. Finally went home straight aft sch tdy.
No mood for school at all, until now. Go sch for th sake of gng only.
My eyes keep closing during classes. Boring, tiring!
Caught for uni, didnt say anything much, cnt be bothered either.
Gan wna cut my fringe oh :O Ha. She cant.





Ytd
Meet Huiying SyuKuan aft sch, Darren came aft tht.
Cabbed to Kovan, Erzi went plaza, 3 of us went find Tasmin for awhile..
Left, went arcade. Some stupid auntie sibei super kp.
Want play mata somemore. zzz.
Cabbed to Xueqi's place aft tht.. Sat there, chatted for quite awhile..
Can be longer actually, but their rushing to Plaza..
End up dint go plaza. zz. Went find Stephen @ pizza hut.
Ate there. Home arnd 830.







-clarissa took this for both of us. Ha.








Fongwaimun, pls be strong.
Tht's it, bye (: